Well yesterday I didn't want to here any of it, but I had to becuz the one I love so much  is now not with me anymore. Gosh I don't want him to go, I love him so much, I care for him so dearly, but now is that I have to let go. I know hopefully we run to eachother again and again, but I can't bare to see him leave me by my side. All I gotta say is that "I will always love you, J.r, even if we're far apart I will always love you and think of you always in my life and mind, but for now I'm not ready for it to be a memory. Sooner or later it will be a memory, but I'll never forget you"...........you will always be in my heart.........(^__­^)

Lacuna Coil- "Distant Sun"

We're never been apart
The day has come
I'm feeling that your sun
Shines away from me

Tease me
Holding my hands you smile again
I couldn't see you away from me
I do realize it now

Living in me
You are living in me

You are living in me

I feel you by my side
Your living soul wants to run away with me
Inside of me

And now
Will something happen to me ?
How did I lose my guide ?
You left me all alone

But now it is to late
I know it is natural but now
What can I do without your presence here ?
A never-ending pain

Living in me

You are living in me

I feel you by my side
Your living soul wants to run away with me
Inside of me

I feel you by my side
And I'm sure that I can't forget you
You are inside of me

You are inside of me

Currently Listening Withering to Death By Dir En Grey Merciless Cult see related

Hey I have some new pics on the Jrock album and some on my dark album, but mostly its the Jrock album, but n-e-wayz if you want you can check them out. Well n-e-wayz ja-neh (^__^)

Currently Listening Unleashed Memories By Lacuna Coil Distant Sun see related

DISTANT SUN By: Lacuna Coil

We're never been apart
The day has come
I'm feeling that your sun
Shines away from me

Tease me
Holding my hands you smile again
I couldn't see you away from me
I do realize it now

Living in me
You are living in me

You are living in me

I feel you by my side
Your living soul wants to run away with me
Inside of me

And now
Will something happen to me?
How did I lose my guide?
You left me all alone

But now it is to late
I know it is natural but now
What can I do without your presence here?
A never-ending pain

Living in me

You are living in me

I feel you by my side
Your living soul wants to run away with me
Inside of me

I feel you by my side
And I'm sure that I can't forget you
You are inside of me

You are inside of me

Hey everyone, well right now in Houston ppl are evacuating and me well I'm one of those ppl. Hopefully I'll survive cuz I don't want my life cuz of the Hurricane. Well my friends are woriied about it cuz I'm where the hurricane is going to hit. So hopefully I'll get out of it alive. My aunt and my uncle and there three children already left to higher ground, while my parents decided we should waited out cuz there is no way out of Houston now cuz of the traffic is jam pack. Not only that there are nomore gas and no food or water. Right now back at home, we have supplies and such to survive, but hopefully we all make it out alive. To all my friends and my love J.r, hopefully I get to see you again and hopefully everyone prays for my safety and my family as well, and hopefully we're alive from it. Well g2g's love you  and hugs to everyone, bye! ^ ^

Hey everyone man I have a rough day, well lets just say a day or two I had a rough day. Its just that...............well I'm not gonna talk about it, cuz its personal and all, but all i can tell you is about friendship trouble. Well n-e-wayz what I was about to say is that I was browsing through music, I found a Dir~en~grey song and man I loved it, even though I miss mine Cd back at home, but I'll get it back when i ngo back to my home again cuz a friend of mine name Dusty is borrowing. She says that she is making a copy of it cuz she also told me it was hard for her to find somne Dir~en~grey music's until I told her that I have a Cd of them and she jump with joy, well n-e-wayz Dir~en~grey is still one of my top Jrock bands and man there awesome. I wish I see them in real life, especially Kyo. I love Kyo, then Toshiya, then Die, the so on and so on, but still i love Kyo more than anyone else. *thinks about Kyo* *sigh* I wish I see them in for real. I probably never though, but I wish I did. Well n-e-wayz g2g's love ya guys and hugs to you and everyone!!!!!, well g2g's, Ja-neh!!!!!!(later) ^__~